I am a single mother of two I need money to help catch up my bills and to rent an apartment for my children and me I am currently unemployed
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Well I certainly understand .. it still makes my heart heavy to think of the hurt and hear your pain. It makes me sad to know you've lost that something in the ability to continue helping others, but it's very understandable .. and perhaps it will shift in the future sometime, as your heart needs to heal and that takes time. I know for myself that I go in spurts when it comes to writing, posting and sharing with/helping people here; sometimes my heart is not in it and it's too much to deal with, as so many problems become overwhelming and there are many out there whom are either scamming and/or mentally unstable/unhealthy, and they take and take and take, and it's hard to limit the energy output and not exhaust yourself emotionally, physically and spiritually when helping on the other side.
I am doing all right. It's been a very exhausting month in many respects, and I think I am trying to recover without slipping into a flare episode. I start new treatments at the beginning of the new month, following the final tests with my heart. My blood work came back in good standing to proceed, but there remains some concern with my heart and the worry that one of the auto immune diseases may have begun to attack my heart. Keep your fingers crossed that my body can take the treatments and that it will help freeze these disease progressions. I am nervous, scared, anxious and excited. I am just so grateful to have answers now and a direction for treatment to improve my quality of life and slow the damage throughout my body.
How are you feeling aside from the entire mess of emotions which have come from the Hurricane known as Susan? I hope it hasn't affected your physical body negatively as well ... but stress, strong emotion, pain, all of it, seem to creep into our bodies and manifest in a physical manner eventually .. with or without our knowledge, desire, consent, etc. unfortunately.
Sending you big hugs, Cat
You are probably right.
Yet, we have to pay a price for all of our actions.
I hope you are feeling better.
I was very hurt over the Susan/Chris deal. So much in fact, that I have 'lost' my desire to help others. And,thats not like me. Just tired of getting hurt in the process.
Hope you have a great night.
I was taught, like most, to respect women. I respect them a lot more now than I did then. I've learned to be honest with and about myself. No fantasy world. Sounds as if that town was stuck in the middle ages which if what you say is really true then I wish I would have been there myself.
I'm not going to mention about families . That's not proof of anything, except that it goes along with this conversation.
in response to mypassion2... In the 70's? Come on man I'm only a couple of years older and That isn't right ,it was still time for Free Love, Peace and all that garbage. I don't care what century it is in men don't think with the head on top their shoulders. (most of them) If he can get it , he doesn't care how, when or where. I remember crabs, clap, syphilis, gonorrhea and it was about that time that Aids came about.